Lyrics
When I Say I Love You
do i say i love you enough
or maybe i say it too much
for it to mean more than it does ahh
i hope its enough
when i say i love you so much
time is racing
sand is fallin ….
dont want to regret it
so i worry
try to hurry
slow down
look up
turn to your love ….
still i worry
when im thinking
do i say i love you enough
or maybe i say it too much
for it to mean more than it does ahhh
i hope its enough
when i say i love you so much
can i make it
oh so unfit
never gonna shake it
on your altar
but i falter
so weak
one day
we’ll see true love
still i worry
when i’m thinking
do i say i love you enough
or maybe i say it too much
for it to mean more than it does ahhh
i hope its enough
when i say i love you so much ahh
i know that i carry too much
and stress about being enough
but through you i know i am loved
when i fall down
i want to give up
until you say I love you so much
and maybe i say it too much
for it to mean more than it does
i hope it’s enough ahhh
when i say i love you so much
Higher Joy
masses looking for their happy in the spaces
that seem faceless
call it fame.
we need more money.
need more friends.
need a flat tummy.
“ill be happy when…”
but until then
im tripping on my own two feet
i cant see past the noise in front of me
higher higher. that higher joy. higher higher. oh that higher joy. higher higher. that higher joy. higher higher. that higher joy. higher higher. oh that higher joy. higher higher. that higher joy.
is it worth the desperation for the ashes and the sadness
call it shame
i’m down to zero
need a friend
i need a hero
what is happy, then?
is there a when?
can someone show me who I am
and save me from the waves above my head?
higher higher. that higher joy. higher higher. oh that higher joy. higher higher. that higher joy. higher higher. that higher joy. higher higher. oh that higher joy. higher higher. that higher joy.
drops of heaven down the cheeks of all the faces that were aimless
take a name
is this a fever
am I real
or a believer
find a happiness
beyond the mess
in finally knowing who i am
i’m never going back to where i’ve been
higher higher. that higher joy. higher higher. oh that higher joy. higher higher. that higher joy. higher higher. that higher joy. higher higher. oh that higher joy. higher higher. that higher joy. higher higher. that higher joy. higher higher. oh that higher joy. higher higher. that higher joy. higher higher. that higher joy. higher higher. oh that higher joy. higher higher. that higher joy.
A Letter to Fear
you’re in my mind again
no, you are not my friend
you hold me back
you hold me down
i’m better when you’re not around
i’m in my bed again
crippled by your cold defense
my mind is numb
you pay your rent
you love me but it’s just pretend
i’m in my head again
i don’t know where ive been
i’m falling back
i drag you down
you’ll be better when i’m not around
i’m out of bed again
choking on my own breath
i wish that i could pay you back
but i don’t know who i am
you’re in my mind again
why do i invite you in
you break me up
you make me drown
im better when youre not around
fillin’ up my soul again
theres not enough to let you in
how do i escape your sin
i wanna know who i am
startin not to let you in
lookin back at where ive been
picking up the me you left
start to love who i am
Empty
im empty
but my life’s filling up
im empty
am i still not enough
is it empty
all the days and the nights
am i only passing the time
i have so much to do
im empty
cuz it’s still not enough for you
empty
and ive almost made it through
but i still have so much to lose
ocean in my eyes, pools reflecting, feelings of shame
whats the use of pushing harder when im losing the game
everybody looks so happy what can I do
cause i dont understand. i give all i am. and i shouldn’t have to
seconds filling every minute every moment in place
something deeper is still vacant, im not keeping the pace
stand in line. and just keep it quiet. see? you’ll get through.
when i hate who i am, and break when i bend, how do i help you?
the sun will rise
its only tonight
where do you think, where do you think,
the moon gets her light?
skies could meet
as i fall to my knees
empty my cup
so i have enough
let me let go
of all that is holding me down
unremarkable. i paint my face so i can perform
follow tightly left and right like everybody before
tell myself that im not worthy to be happy
but you made who i am
i break when i bend
so how do i help me?
the sun will rise
its only tonight
where do you think, where do you think,
the moon gets her light?
skies could meet
as i fall to my knees
empty my cup
so i have enough
let me let go
of all that is holding me down
the sun will rise
its only tonight
where do you think, where do you think,
the moon gets her light?
skies could meet
as i fall to my knees
empty my cup
so i have enough
let me let go
of all that is holding me down
im empty
now my lifes looking up
im empty
and im ready for love
cuz i see me
for all you see i could be
and its okay to be empty
